Hi Dad,
I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you... no one called me... I was gonna call you two weeks ago. I'm so sorry I didn't. I was going to ask you to come fishing with me this summer. Last summer I learned how to snag live bunker and fish for bluefish and stripers that way. I wanted to show because it worked really well and was a lot of fun. I thought we'd be able to have a lot of fun together. I hope you know I loved you, with all my heart! And knowing that I'll never have another chance to talk to you or see you again hurts like something I can't even describe. I wish we could have been friends at some point in our lives. I really do. Often times, I fall asleep at night, praying to wake up as a small child, have a chance to do it all over again, and I'd be able to fix everything... we could have a perfect life... I wish I could have talked to you one last time. I would give everything in the world to just have 5 minutes. I love you!! I've missed you so much in my life!! I was a fool not to take advantage of the time we had! I just thought there would be more time... I'm so sorry... I hope I get to see you again one day!!
I'm sorry!
I Love You!
Good-bye-
Your son,
Edward
